God..... all i want is you.....

Hey Everyone,


Can I just say something outright, and ya'll not be shocked or surprised?


All the left turns and right turns and ups and down of life and this journey can really be Exhausting!!


Now let me say something else to clear up your heart from what I just said. I AM NOT COMPLAINING. I am just stating the obvious, it's exhausting. You think you are on the right road, and you have to turn. You think you are doing the right thing, and suddenly things go down, you think things are looking up and they go right again. Whew! Sometimes I think "God really likes to make sure that He is keeping me in my toes. He loves to be sure that I'm not leaning on to ANY of my own understanding." And once I say that, it's clear to me that I have NO idea what is going on. I'm always confused. Which when you have a girl like me, it becomes an emotional thing. I don't like to be confused. I'm one of those people that have to know what is going on. And if I can't tell what is going on, I have a need to feel safe.


Well, lately, I've been seeing so much chaos. Chaos in peoples emotions, chaos in peoples marriages, chaos in people's families at home, chaos in people's businesses and business ventures, chaos at work, and even chaos in people's health. Things that have just suddenly wrecked so many people's worlds. Things that have left people wondering.

"Good Lord! What am I supposed to do from here??!"

I've been having to pray for such an array of things for myself and others that even I have had to wonder,

"Lord, the testimonies that are going to come from all of this for all these people, for all these households, is going to be amazing. Is this really a statement year? Is this the year where you are trying to put such an impact in the natural world that there NO denying from anyone that You are here? I mean, I know it, but you are making an Impact for real."

Well, with all the chaos going on in the natural world from the highest issues that we've been dealing with in the country to the most miniscule items of waking up late for work, there is one thing that remains true for me. And I hope it rings true for all of you too. It's the one thing that no matter how much chaos happens in my life. No matter how quickly the chaos comes, no matter which door the chaos came through to get to me, I just want You God.

                                                                        

If my world turns upside down and I'm hanging by a thread to the only thing that can save me, I want You to be on the other end of the thread. If my world is stretching me to the point where I can't be stretched anymore, I want You to wrap your arms around me and make everything alright. If my heart ever ends up shattered into a million pieces, I want You to be the one who helps me pick up the pieces and put them back together. If I feel like I'm in a bind with finances about to fall apart, I want to know that as long as I'm running to YOU for help, You will be there. And if at any point I feel alone in this world, even with everyone standing around me, I want YOU to be the one that picks me up and says "Daughter, I'm all you ever needed."  My God, if anything or if everything, All I Want Is You.

I love you all family. Be blessed.