My Personal Journey: All In. NO Compromise.

Hey Family!

So I'm not sure what it is. No, let me correct myself, I DO know what it is, It's My God At Work. So it's been an awesome week. It had a lot of accidentals. But accidentals in the natural, but I'm sure it was planned by My God.



I got up and started my Monday as normal. Got on my way to drop Sami off at daycare, only to find that she was closed for the holiday. Silly me didn't even know that it was a holiday. Shoot, how would I know? School was still in session and I was going to work, why would I think it was a holiday? Oh well, I ended up with a 3 day weekend. I only worked a part day Friday to try to handle the first part of this Journey, but I was still at work. Well, I figured that I'd make the most of my day. Me and Sami got to hang out by ourselves so we got some mommy-daughter time. But all day, all I could think of was the appointment that I had set up for my child for that afternoon. Well, I did some cleaning, I did some praying, I did some worshiping. Then I was about to do a little studying when I opened up my bible app and I saw the verse of the day. It was only verse 8, but when I read the surrounding verses, I realized that this all stirred up my spirit!

Psalms 16:7-10

7I will bless the lord who guides me;

even at night my heart instructs me.

8I know the lord is always with me.

I will not be shaken, for he is right beside me.

9No wonder my heart is glad, and I rejoice.

My body rests in safety.

10For you will not leave my soul among the dead

or allow your holy one to rot in the grave.

I truly felt as if these verses spoke to me about me and my child together. It was amazing, and I began to feel this excitement!!! Then the appointment time came and we actually made it so wonderfully through that! In such a personal trial, one thing you really need on your side is the natural help that is also a believer! And that's what I got! By the time the appointment was over, all I could do was praise!!! I was dancing around the kitchen! I could not stop praising!!!!

 "When I think about Jesus, and What He's done for me! When I think about Jesus, and how He set me free! I just dance!!!"

When I say I was dancing! Whew!!!!!


By Tuesday night, I felt like I was ready for battle!! I could literally see a boxing ring, and I was in it. Beside me was my husband. And behind me were our children. As if we were saying "You can NOT have these!" I could see my opponent at the other side of the ring as a black cloud. And as I look to the sides of the ring just on the other side of the ropes are my family who are holding the walls for me. I can see their faces. This is my family's fight. This is the fight of our life to date. The people on the other side of the ring cannot fight this fight for me. This is my fight. But they are there to support me and my family in EVERY way that I need it.

Today I feel prepared. I feel ready. I'm hot as fire that the enemy tried my son. But no more. This is my child. And even more importantly, this is GODS child. And the same way that the enemy cannot have me, he cannot have the child that My God entrusted to my care! I'm ready. I'm excited. God has given me all I need, and access to all that I will need. Now it's time to put it all to work.

If God is for us, who can be against us?

I Can't Lose. I'm ready.

I may take some punches. Some may hurt. I might cry.

I may come out with some scars.

But this is no different than the fights I've had before.

Because although I have the scars of my past fights,

It's just a reminder that I can stand and look at them today,

And show others how He did it for me.

And know that He gave me the Victory.

And I know that He will do it again.

And that will empower you to know that

If He did it for me, In something so hard,

He can do it for you too.

I'm ready.

All In. No Compromise.

I Love You All! Be Blessed!!